Home: a meditation

For my photography 101 Class I’ve been asked about home.

For me, home is remembering to be centered in myself and breathe.  I’m always home if I remember to be here, inside, aware of my breathing, just being.  Experiencing my senses and being aware.

Walking the dog is a little like meditation.  Except you stop and pick up poop in a little bag. Here are a couple of  photo collages from yesterday morning’s dog walk.
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It was a beautiful, crisp fall day, and I wanted to record the feeling of awareness and really looking at my surroundings–my everyday surroundings on my street, and around my block.

Too bad for little Pupper though, since he didn’t get to decide when to walk and when to stop, which he likes.  He thinks he’s in charge.  But really, he’s not in charge; I’m not in charge.  We just are there together, walking.  Me looking, and him sniffing.

Crisp fall air. Breathe.  See. Smell.  This is home.  This is my street, my block, my neighborhood.

 

relaxation

So I can’t believe it’s been so long since I blogged.  New job.  Birthday. What else happened in September?  Oh yeah, my career of 20 years was shown to be REALLY OVER.  So I didn’t write.  I didn’t know what to think.  Words were far from my mind.  Being supervised at the new job by people who are young enough to be my children!  Being in that strange position of not knowing what to do, fearing that I look like I’m lost.  Well, actually being lost and not wanting anyone to be able to tell.  Finally, oh well, I don’t care.  I’m lost.  I’ve come to the place where I have to be a beginner again, again.  Can’t believe this.  and still protest it every time.  am I making sense?  Just be.